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About Me Member Emotional Poet Oliva Anne Studdard14/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Months
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Journal Entry: Thu Nov 26, 2009, 8:17 PM


So, I've had a lot of time to think about life and death and what it all really means lately. I've come across several boundaries, several war lines, and It's been a fight for my life for years. I'm in a war between me and myself, and it doesn't look too good.
My odds are dimming and its getting harder for me to see the light. Sometimes I wonder what it all truly means. All this time I've been asking questions. Why? Why me? What is wrong? Well I'm through asking questions. The battle's still raging, but I don't reallly give it that much thought anymore.
I guesss the meaning is in there somewhere deep, somewhere where not even I can find it. But that's the best part of the challenge. In it all I've been wondering what it all means, when really in my heart I could've cared less. I guess it was me fighting myself for something to tell everyone why it was happening.
I've had a lot of time to think about life and death and what it all really means. My life is in another's hands, certainly not the ones of my own. I'm not truly sure what to even think anymore about anything. Sometimes people aren't really who we think they are. They speak in code, dying for someone to look beneath and find the true meaning behind their words. They may look right on the outside but if you were to dig closer, you'd find that they're not who you think they are. They sit waiting for someone to break the code, set them free, for we can not do it ourselves. oops, I guess I just slipped up. I am one of those people. I am one of them. So prove your care, your love. Prove it's true and break my code. It is of this I beg you before it's too late.
~Olivia

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Hi my name is Olivia Studdard and these are poems and whatever that I have written. Feel free to comment on any of them, they're here for a reason. I'm 14 years old and I want to be a writer when I grow up. I write poetry and short stories, but these are just my poems. Feel free to leave any comment, positive or negative, I'm open to anything. My poems are based on real events in my life, so here goes.

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  • Current Residence: in front of a typewriter
  • Interests: wrting.music.singing.soccer
  • Favourite movie: When a Stranger Calls
  • Favourite band or musician: Paramore
  • Favourite genre of music: punk rock. screamo, rock. alternative
  • Favourite artist: me
  • Favourite poet or writer: Sarah Dessen
  • Favourite style of art: writing
  • Operating System: computer???
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Favourite game: soccer!
  • Favourite cartoon character: definately spongebob. but b4 they ruined it
  • Personal Quote: You never know everything you have until it's all taken away from you

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:iconraella7:
thanks for the fave on my RainbowCrayonArt avatar!

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ur welcome

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thank you so much for the watch. it really means a lot to me that you're willing to read and watch my work.

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:iconwishfullaboutone:
you are very welcome.

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Darling thank you for the fav on "Everything" thoughts on the poem? :hug:

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I just really liked how deep and sincere the words are and how they connected with me. Good job. :]

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:blush::blush:

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If one is to be oneself then one must act like who they are
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thanks for the fave hehe

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-I'm nothing but a lone wolf, misunderstood and labeled to be dangerous.
-Sometimes if you love someone so much, it will actually hurt more.
-Heart attacks... God's revenge for eating his little animal friends
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you're welcome.

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~Where is there to turn when you're up against a wall?
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:hug:

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-I'm nothing but a lone wolf, misunderstood and labeled to be dangerous.
-Sometimes if you love someone so much, it will actually hurt more.
-Heart attacks... God's revenge for eating his little animal friends

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